Sunday, July 11, 2010

Hello Beloveds,

Especially when I feel crazy inside I go sleep on the roof under the stars... it gets me as close to the infinity of God as I can get, physically. I think it helps God's Grace find me....

This morning about 3 am something I awoke and saw an amazingly brilliant star overhead. A thought arrived for me.... a quote from the Course... forgotten in my resistance to the content of my life.... "Seek but do not find". Oh my God, THAT'S what is going on! Ego says: Go ahead and seek, just make sure you never find... Boy, have I been doing that lately!

Suddenly I see with clarity... suddenly I can feel the light again! And my heart feels freedom .... of course! And... I realize this is the power of 'shifting context'. I had lost the context of my wholeness, and have been swimming in the sewer of the content of the world.

My gaze went to my eastern horizon, a rugged line of desert mountains. As it did, like a sign of blessing, the gorgeously thin crescent of the waning moon completed its ascent from earth to sky, separating its light from the dark silhouetted horizon, renewing its climb into the heavens, and I, having been found by this grace, rested in peace.

Blessings on your day.

David